Most alone?
When I’m with people I wish cared about me. Bahaha to much to ask for
I’m heart broken, kicked and beaten, dropped and slowly but surly dying. I’ve never felt a bigger emotional rip. I don’t care about the way you’re trying to hurt me. I mind that you would even want to hurt me.. you love me so much?. I don’t ever think you’ve felt true love for anyone. So I’m not going to worry about any of it. I’m glad it ended now, because I don’t know how much more pain and annoyance I could take. But what am I to do when I’m fighting a loosing battle!. I’d have never made you happy the way you abd I should Both be happy. But on top of this, to loose Bentley… )’: that’s where I’m just about to die.. besides Payton I have nothing that is my own! nothing. How could you want to hurt me now??